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FAX OF LIFE
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The Fax of Life
A weekly inspiration,
courtesy of the Kiwanis Club of Scotts Valley
December 4, 2005 Volume 11 Number 11
BEING INNOCENT AS A CHILD
We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking.
Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, "Hi." He pounded his fat baby
hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his
mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with
merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment.
It was a man whose pants were
baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes.
His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers
were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked
like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he
smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists.
"Hi there, baby; Hi there, big
boy. I see ya, buster," the man said to Erik.
My husband and I exchanged
looks, "What do we do?" Erik continued to laugh and answer, "Hi." Everyone
in the restaurant noticed and looked at us and then at the man. The old
geezer was creating a nuisance with my beautiful baby. Our meal came and the
man began shouting from across the room,
"Do ya patty cake? Do you know
peek-a-boo? Hey, look, he knows peek-a-boo."
Nobody thought the old man was
cute. He was obviously drunk. My husband and I were embarrassed. We ate in
silence; all except for Erik, who was running through his repertoire for the
admiring skid row bum, who in turn, reciprocated with his cute comments. We
finally got through the meal and headed for the door. My husband went to pay
the check and told me to meet him in the parking lot. The old man sat poised
between me and the door.
"Lord, just let me out of here
before he speaks to me or Erik," I prayed. As I drew closer to the man, I
turned my back trying to sidestep him and avoid any air he might be
breathing. As I did, Erik leaned over my arm, reaching with both arms in a
baby's "pick-me-up" position. Before I could stop him, Erik had propelled
himself from my arms to the man's.
Suddenly a very old smelly man
and a very young baby consummated their love and kinship. Erik in an act of
total trust, love, and submission laid his tiny head upon the man's ragged
shoulder. The man's eyes closed, and I saw tears hover beneath his lashes.
His aged hands full of grime, pain, and hard labor, cradled my baby's bottom
and stroked his back.
No two beings have ever loved
so deeply for so short a time. I stood awestruck. The old man rocked and
cradled Erik in his arms and his eyes opened and set squarely on mine. He
said in a firm commanding voice, "You take care of this baby."
Somehow I managed, "I will,"
from a throat that contained a stone. He pried Erik from his chest, lovingly
and longingly, as though he were in pain. I received my baby, and the man
said, "God bless you, ma'am, you've given me my Christmas gift."
I said nothing more than a
muttered thanks. With Erik in my arms, I ran for the car. My husband was
wondering why I was crying and holding Erik so tightly, and why I was
saying, "My God, my God, forgive me."
I had just witnessed God's love shown through the innocence of a tiny child who saw no sin, who made no judgment; a child who saw a soul, and a mother who saw a suit of clothes. I was a Christian who was blind, holding a child who was not. The ragged old man, unwittingly, had reminded me, "To enter the Kingdom of God, we must become as little children."
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